Things have been really quiet around here for a while. I could say (again) that I haven't been feeling "bloggy" but that isn't really the whole truth. The truth is that I have plenty to say, it just isn't very pleasant.
A few months back some stuff happened in my family and it has really thrown my off my game. I haven't wanted to share it here since it involves others who wouldn't appreciate having their "dirty laundry" aired on my blog. But it keeps eating at me. I can push it to the back of my mind while going about my day to day routine, but whenever I sit down to write, whether it be here or in my journal, it all tries to come pouring out. Hence, no blogging.
The problem with my "no blogging" policy is that I miss it. So, I am going to try to work through some of the pain and bitterness and get back into this blog. I won't make any promises and I won't be following any schedules or participating in any challenges, but I will be trying to write. My hope is that I can find a way to actually move forward from this place of pain I seem to be stuck in. After all, it is a new year, and with new years come new possibilities, right?
Happy New Year everyone. May all your dreams come true.
|I find truth in this|
|Lead me Lord.|